I was feeling down today and I just was wondering why everything seemed to be going wrong. I just want all my things to be perfect and competitive. I am so behind in everything right now and I can't do any of my work at home. I have to do it here at work because I don't have cable/internet yet.
It has been a long time coming to let go of all my discouragements. I can only go up from here. I have t make the choice to let go of all my fears of failure because I only loose if I stop going forward. I do not need any support from any person. I need to start looking within for the resources and start relying more heavily on my spirit. I have to stop slacking and make sure that I use every moment wisely. This is my year to make it happen. Time is just slipping away and I have today. And all I have is today to get everything done. It doesn't matter how much I fight with the computer and how long the formatting takes. I have to work to make it happen and be consistent with that work.
I am so glad that I am out here on my own... I think this whole experience will truly make me stronger and stronger by the day.
I chose now to look up or forward. Never down, nor backwards.
"What's the worst that could happen if you kept going and don't reach your goal?' ~ Tiny Buddah
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